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Re: [IP] FEEL LIKE HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN!!!!!!!



--- email @ redacted wrote:
> god i cant stand this no more!!!!!!  i think i just
> had a panic
> attack........ my heart started going reallly fast
> and i was crying and
> really nervous and paranoid.....felt like my whole
> world was caving in in a
> matter of probably five minutes!!!!
> i'm stressed out cuz of this meter stuff........ i
> thought it was okay until
> i had five reactions in a row this morning every
> half hour!!!!!!!!!!  then
> one time it said 210 and the next time it said
> 157.... that is a big
> difference and again i called and they are going to
> send me a new one and i
> will see how that works......... my one touch that
> i've used forever seems to
> give me the most consistent but i was soooooooo
> happy to get a new
> meter........ maybe i'll try the fast take when i
> can get some strips cuz
> they are too expensive to pay for and i dont think i
> can trade these.......
> who knows!!!!!  i dont want to use this big meter
> and all i want is for a
> #)($
> &Q@(  meter to read the right numbers and not have
> to be paranoid about what
> my sugar is and if i'm giving insulin when i'm not
> supposed to cuz the
> numbers are wrong!!!!!!
> ALL I WANT IS TO BE NORMAL AND NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH
> ALL THIS  _&@%#$* JUST
> TO FEEL
>
GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
> !
> 
> !!!!!!!!!!!  I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
> So often I wish God would just take it away from
> me...... or take me away to
> Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i cant stand this!!!
> Thanks for letting me vent!!!!!!!  I know you've all
> been where I am right
> now!
> Sad & FRUSTRATED today,
> xoxo
> gina
Gina
I am where you are right now. I do everything by the
book & it doesn't work. I've had some kind of "bug"
for the last couple of weeks that I can't shake. I
feel so sick & bg is out of control. I get so tired of
sticking finger & always out of range. It;s hard for
my husband to understand my depression. It takes so
much effort and I'm just so tired. Know this isn't
real uplifting, but wanted you to know you are
definitely not alone. Hang in!! Linda

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