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[IP] FEEL LIKE HAVING A NERVOUS BREAKDOWN!!!!!!!



god i cant stand this no more!!!!!!  i think i just had a panic
attack........ my heart started going reallly fast and i was crying and
really nervous and paranoid.....felt like my whole world was caving in in a
matter of probably five minutes!!!!
i'm stressed out cuz of this meter stuff........ i thought it was okay until
i had five reactions in a row this morning every half hour!!!!!!!!!!  then
one time it said 210 and the next time it said 157.... that is a big
difference and again i called and they are going to send me a new one and i
will see how that works......... my one touch that i've used forever seems to
give me the most consistent but i was soooooooo happy to get a new
meter........ maybe i'll try the fast take when i can get some strips cuz
they are too expensive to pay for and i dont think i can trade these.......
who knows!!!!!  i dont want to use this big meter and all i want is for a
#)($
&Q@(  meter to read the right numbers and not have to be paranoid about what
my sugar is and if i'm giving insulin when i'm not supposed to cuz the
numbers are wrong!!!!!!
ALL I WANT IS TO BE NORMAL AND NOT HAVE TO DEAL WITH ALL THIS  _&@%#$* JUST
TO FEEL
GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
!

!!!!!!!!!!!  I HATE THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
So often I wish God would just take it away from me...... or take me away to
Him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  i cant stand this!!!
Thanks for letting me vent!!!!!!!  I know you've all been where I am right
now!
Sad & FRUSTRATED today,
xoxo
gina
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