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Re: [IP] Re: Mom feeling very bad



My  daughter had a siezure about  a year ago and I was home by myself with
her(she is 4,now). I don't remember much of it. She came out of it pretty
quickly and we haven't had another one since then. I think you do what you
have to do. If someone had told me 4 yrs. ago that I was going to have to
give my baby shots everyday, I would have said NO,  WAY. I have had to
though if I want to keep her with me I don't have another choice.
----- Original Message -----
From: Lori Kissick <email @ redacted>
To: <email @ redacted>
Sent: Monday, April 17, 2000 1:45 PM
Subject: [IP] Re: Mom feeling very bad


> Hi Everyone I had to post this as I feel awfull about it I am still sick
> today with guilt I think. Last night Ryan had a low 1.8 he was in bed but
> got up and had some juice and then 2 tablets and went back to bed.I
followed
> him as he still did not seem right. So I did another test and he was 1.2.
I
> went to get some coke and then my husband came because I told him Ryan was
> getting very strange and I may need his help.When we got to his room he
was
> laying in bed and my husband just took over and was giving him some coke
to
> drink and I went across the hall to get the glucagon kit just in case and
> when I came back Ryans head just dropped and he started squeeling and
crying
> and thrashing in his bed and I guess my husband knew I was going to loose
it
> because he told me to leave and I did and he shut the door and I went
> downstairs and cried.Then pulled myself together and went back up.I dont
> know what was wrong with me I just could not stand to see this happening
to
> my child and the look in his eyes was scary. Anyway my question is has
> anyone else experienced this? Am I just a big whimp or what? I was sick
last
> night and today I still feel weird and cant get it off my mind.I think if
I
> was alone and this happened I could deal with it because I know I would
have
> to do it to save him but why do I wimp out because my husband is there.I
> feel terrible that I did that I should have kept calm because I know what
to
> do it just freaked me out to see it that bad.For me it was the most
> terrifying thing I have seen and dont want to see it again.This was a
first
> for me to experience and will make darn sure he does not go that low
> again!!!!
> Thanks for listening!!
> Lori Ryans mom
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